So, I promised myself to come back and write something . Nothing to write, but yeah, I am trying at least. Life is amazing. I was just thinking tonight, that things that we get to go through not only help us to become stronger, but make us realize how we can protect other people from going through the same rough time. We can be with those who are lonely and love those who are missing love; we can always help, even if all we have is our heart and willingness to help. Love is worth more than anything in this world and the only time we learn to appreciate it is when we are left without it.

Oh yeah, and I invented a phrase yesterday... maybe it has been said before, but I have never heard it. It pretty much describes my way of living: " a shared thing can not be wasted."

Barbiemania.

Barbie dolls are perfect for what they were invented for: being pretty and not having any meaning or point of their existing. Girls try to look like Barbie all the time- they bleach their hair, lose weight, put on a bunch of make up and start looking like a doll....but very often with a doll look comes a doll-state-of-mind. When we stop caring about our inner beauty and concentrate our efforts on improving/making brighter our appearance we turn into- Barbi-monsters. I personally have never tried to be a Barbie looking girl..or maybe I did, but unintentionally. But one day I realized- our men, being so used to Barbie girls stopped caring about our inner beauty. I personally am sooooo flippin' tired of them looking at me and profiling as a "hot chick." Khm, excuse me, I know math better than any of you, stupid boys, I can bet you that I know a 100 times more about ArcGiS than you have ever heard about global positioning. Well, I got out of control here, I know. But really, I am just so mad that people turned into animals, led by some nature instincts. 

When I told one of my girlfriends about my problems, she laughed:"so, Gallia, you are complaining that ur hot,huh?"- but I am not! It is not me being attractive that I am complaining about- it is the ignorance of my personality and preference of my "pretty face" to my  supposedly interesting character.

hahah, sorry,guys, for being so "zloi" today..It's just one of my russian-american friends got me mad today..=(Grrr...21, blin.

Maybe_A_Princess

So yeah, all my friends have started their blogs  and I felt obligated to join the blogger-society. Sometimes my life deserves to be put on a paper and be read by as many people as it's possible, just so they could learn what NOT to do. So, I have learned, that a high IQ does not mean you are smart, it mostly just means that you pay attention to things and have learned how to think the way american people do. Americans have invented three greatest things in the world: IQ test, brownies and global positioning. I used to not like brownies, and yeah, I actually used to be concerned about my weight. Haha, I wish I could get myself to start caring about it again. 

Anyways, I guess usually people talk about themselves when they write blogs. Well, here I am, a bit selfcentered russian girl with a bunch of ambitions. I wish I could change the  selfcentered part- it bothers me so much to be that selfish; I wish I were nice and loving ( and ate less). I have gotten flippin' addicted to food- I guess it's all about sugar- maybe one day some smart scientist will include it in the list of bad habits, like smoking and drinking. My brother said once" I think girls like to be fat, because then they can lose weight; and when  they lose weight, they can get fat again." So true. I love my brother. Clothes are my second (dang it) addiction.. Used to be first, but then  I was in Russia.  I also want to get married, but not for the right reason I guess. I want to have children. They are the best thing in the world. They make my life better when I get a chance to be around them; I love every baby in this world. Guess that is enough for the first time( who reads all this stuff anyways?)

Going to bed. will really try to be a good girl and come back tomorrow.Peace.